naivety

i'm like watever now... not going to try to make an effort. like whats the point when you know its not gonna work out? but a stupid side of me always think, "yes! it'll happened!!" I'm not gonna bother anymore. If they want to fix it, then they can go ahead and take the initiative.

Déjà vu really... seems like the same thing has happened exactly a year ago. i hope things won't turn out as before because a part of me really regrets what had happened!!but i think i made the right decision right?? too late to mend it now. so naive of me in some sense, expecting something to happen... but obviously i know it won't!!

seriously... *sigh*

Holidays

Well... I'm officially on Holidays! I've earned enough at Coles for the past 5 weeks and now I'm going and try and get my life back together... clean up my room... clear out my wardrobe AND... plan for my overseas trip. WHOO! Off to singapore, hong kong, south korea, cambodia and quite possibly to Japan too. XD

I wonder if anyone still reads this even though I've taken the link off MSN. Well I highly doubt it... cos I don't think anyone has actually bookmarked my blog. So I guess I am talking to myself these days with this blog.

laterz.

mixed day

yesterday was so wasn't my day. a mixture of good and shit things happened. I think today's entry I'll just talk about the good things.

good things:
-my computers are faster now and its practially like brand new thanks to a mate
-my new camera came in and it looks spanking awesome! the sony tx1... :P
-born rich is getting so exciting!
-traffic was nice to me

haha. the bad thing. just lol... very lol. oh well. i guess theres a good side to what had happened. 你知道吗？我有点发怒... but what is happened has happened. so i'm over it.

Now I'm gonna go to work and make up for all the money I have wasted in the past few days!

passes marginally

Once again... I have passssed a subject marginally this semester. Well, every semester I have a subject where I thought I was going to fail but I somehow have 'done' enough in the exam to pass it.

1st year, Semester 1 - Informatics 1: Passed the exam which was a hurdle by 2%. (exam: 50%)
1st year, Semester 2 - Linear Algebra: Scored 50 overall. (exam: 80%)
2nd year, Semester 1 - Real Analysis with Applications: Scored 50 overall. (exam: 80%)
2nd year, Semester 2 - Discrete Mathematics & Operations Research: Scored 51 overall. (exam: 80%)

Seriously, I don't think I have come across anyone who has been lucky with scraping passes like me! You would think after 2 semesters (or even 1 semester) of scraping a pass you would learn from it and study hard for your subjects next semester. But its not the case with me!

I guess they were relatively hard subjects and seeing that I 'kinda' knew my stuff, the examiner probably just gave me extra marks here and there...

What am I doing now? I'm trying to put all my TVB stuff on DVD so I have enough room for nxt year's TVB shows. Reflecting back, my favourite TVB theme song has to be the 2002 Feel 100% [百分百感覺]'s [Two Boys, One Girl] (两男一女)!! Its so catchy!

christmas uniform

HAHA! I have to wear this to work for this month! I didn't want to wear it at first cos red is just NOT my colour you know? But after 90% of the staff was wearing it, I had no choice but to wear it to feel part of the Coles team.

Last week I worked full time hours. I am quite surprised I am doing it again this week. Cos the only reason I did full time last week because one of our full time worker went on annual leave, so I he's shifts. But this week I am just an extra on my department just to help out. I was like 'wth, you want me to come in as an extra for 21 bucks an hour?' But of course I didn't say that to the manager. I just said thanks for the shifts and thanks for picking me instead of the other casuals. I practically 'stole' all the day shifts from all the other casuals (yet I cost twice as much as some other little kids).

I can see the store manager turning me into a part time worker soon because I cost so bloody much!

Christmas is coming up! More hours! More public holidays and more public holiday pay rates! I'm not getting much of a holiday. Haven't caught up with mates since my Chinese exams. Well I have, like here and there but just not as much as I should be... But I will do so after I've earn enough to travel to Singapore, Hong Kong, China, Japan and KOREA! YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!