Wednesday, September 14, 2011

Checking in

I am in semester 2, 2011... and its already week 8.

So whats been happening so far? Assignments? Work? Things?

I did the Census gig last month which was great. a couple of grand in my pocket for doing exercise during the weekends and weeknights. Well worth it I reckon.

Uni has been okay. Some terrible subjects. Business Forecasting... Modern Applied Statistics, Organizational Fundamentals, Managerial Economics.

Economics is actually okay, because I did a similar subject 3 years ago. BF is just horrible. I have no clue what's going on. MAS... hrm, I should start studying that subject. and OF, it was quite interesting in the first couple of weeks. Now it is just dull as! But friends make it okay and makes you look forward to uni. I think if my friends didn't go to the lectures, I don't think I would personally turn up!! I had uni from 9am to 8:20pm today! JUST HORRIBLE. Tried to sleep in the arvo, but totally failed. Couldn't fall asleep because the desk wasn't too comfortable. I think I should go back to Commerce Library. They have such comfortable couches. I fell deeply asleep last time!!

Enough about the 'surface' conversations of things... let's talk something more meaningful...

Have you ever felt that you have been under-performing in a task? You know you could do better because you have done it in the past. But a combination of other things, and laziness has prevented you from doing what you want... just totally fails....!!! And you would just want to prove that you are capable of doing something? So people may stop to think that you a bloody wank and a dumb-ass and also looking down on you.

But the feeling is great as when you can finally prove to people that you can actually do it!! I got that feeling today. Re-establish myself i guess. But I still got a lot to prove. I guess that's what makes life so challenging and interesting at the same time. But makes life and feelings more satisfying if you get what I mean.

Should sleep (after xfactor)

Toodles""