i'm like watever now... not going to try to make an effort. like whats the point when you know its not gonna work out? but a stupid side of me always think, "yes! it'll happened!!" I'm not gonna bother anymore. If they want to fix it, then they can go ahead and take the initiative.
Déjà vu really... seems like the same thing has happened exactly a year ago. i hope things won't turn out as before because a part of me really regrets what had happened!!but i think i made the right decision right?? too late to mend it now. so naive of me in some sense, expecting something to happen... but obviously i know it won't!!
seriously... *sigh*
